In all honestly, I’m not really that happy at this point in my life. When I was younger everything was all about fun and games, everything was so interesting.. Now everything is so blah. Ofcourse I have a good time with friends and what not partying and having a good time but after the nights over I’m just back to -_- I hate school. I’m confused about what I’m going to major in college. Applications, essays, scholarships, loans, financial aid, recommendation letters, all these things are so stressful. My relationship is whatever. I miss my bestfriend Julie who’s been in Columbia for a min, my other bestfriend is always with her boyfriend. My jobs are annoying. My family and I aren’t really bonding too much at the moment. One minute I feel spiritual, the next worldly.

What is going onnnnnnnn, I just want to fast forward time bro

Today doesn’t even feel like my 18th birthday.